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I See You
It's been sometime since my last entry....I had an enlightened personal existential crisis of sorts that required my attention be firmly on the artistic process and not on the immersion of a self-indulgent love affair with words that is so often my comfort food.How does one have an enlightened crisis? Rather than an enlightening crisis? Because the conflict and turmoil of the emotional aspect was still under that wonderful control of the mind - where dysfunction for the sake of expression was NOT a possibility, only pure direction and focus of such energies into a creative and constructive arena. Inner struggle is allowed to be productive.
What was the crisis? Definition. Identity and identification with both the audience and primarily with myself as the artist. Living under a mountain of superficial external assumptions that were attempts to contain me and define me under the subjective perspectives and experiences of people WHO DO NOT LIVE AS I DO. I don't like rest…